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Went out and found tuna without soy in it of course it's the more expensive tuna what else can I expect. Wanting to get him off the PED and see if any of this is working. He is defiantly feeling better having as we call it angry sex w/ Molly again. Going to cut him back to 1/2 a PED in the next day on so.
okay... so lately everything has been ok with my boyfriend... i know i have control over him because when he gets mad all i have to do is ignore him and do what i want to and he'll come crawling back to me and try to just ignore what happened. so that´s great.. i've lived in fear of him because i thought that he would leave me but now i know that he won't.. he's actually very scared of losing me, and that gives me all the power and authority that i need.. basically i can do whatever i want and if he starts to argue yell a little and walk away.. he´ll stay pouting stubbornly for a while and then he'll come looking for me... yay!
LAUREN AVERY You know when you just find a friend, that your so scared to become so close with because you dont want to stop being that close ever! Even though it eventually comes when you grow farther and then closer again and that all the time. I just found a friend like that, even though we've gone through so much, so many fights, so many laughs, tears, befriending, backstabbing, frontstabbing, homewreaking, it's all been done. Yet through it all we're still friends, and now we're best friends. You know my secrets no one else does and even though it may seem we ruched this friendship I dont think we did because we've been friends for a while now, and now I think we'll stay close for a really long time. I really hope, at least. You make me laugh, your always there, you live semi close, you are just AMAZING, you help me with everything even when you can't, your just a really really really great friend so thank you. I call you when I need anything, you just are always there wanting me to cheer up. You never give up even when you think you're not helping but trust me you always do. I just love how you treat me, with such respect and I'm just so thankful for you because really I don't know who I could talk to about some of these things I'm dealing with, without feeling guilty for telling that person. I know I can trust you, and just know you can trust me with anything. I don't tell anyone anything you ever tellme, because im not about to make the mistake of loosing you for telling one stupid pointless secret. Your better then that anyways, you would deserve much more, but as of right now I trust you, and I don't tell your secrets. I don't like your boyfriend, which can be a mojor plus so you dont have to worry about me ever, I would never do that to you. Promise! So this is to you, Best Friend you better not EVER EVER EVER leave my side. I love our sleep overs even if we stay in and just talk or go out and creep or just anything I love hanging out because I'm so comfortable around you. * * * * * * * * * * * * You are my best friend and I'm proud of it. I love you, thank you so much for everything. Perfect[L]
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